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Pata nahi tha apna blog day me suru karungi.I am writing blog because I don't have anyone to talk to. Bhot din ho gaye pata lage ke I am going through depression.Log kahte hai everyone's depression is different may be I am in its initial state jab log ya ek do friends aas paas hote hai to nahi hota but whenever I am alone, it haunts me.I am an IITian(not by luck) before, I had everything with me Mind, Motivation, my Heart, etc.Lekin aab sab khatam ho gaya hai I am all lost pure din kuch karne ka man nahi karta ,pura din so ke nikaal dena.Kuch samajh nahi aata kya karu.Motivation aati bhi hai to sirf ek do ghante ke liye. I decides every day ke class jaana hai lekin nahi hota ,jis se bhi share karne ke kosish karu sab bolte hai tu karlege.Koye samajhne ke kosish he nahi karta.The world all seems colorless.I don't know how to handle it.Family ko bhi nahi bata sakti mujhe pata mere family me phele se kitne problems hai .I am gaining weight too much.There comes a zeal to eat ch...